Chapter 103.1
– Friend, your superior is a dull, unimaginative blade gruntā¦
āU-Uh-huh.ā
I thanked Lee Jaheon and went to fetch Braun.
I felt a little bad for both of them because, by the time I got back, Chief Lizard had already taken the plush to his own place since it was so late.
Thanks to that, Braun ended up visiting a place Iād never seen myselfāand had no intention of seeing, periodāso he got a bit excited.
– Ah, I would have preferred to sit alone on the cold tiled backstage floor of a studio.
āā¦Right.ā
In the end, it must have been boring.
As Braun complained about how āthere was absolutely nothing in that manās house, no muttering, no humming, just silence dragging on endlesslyā, I broke out into a cold sweat.
āBut it was honestly so dirty there. It wouldnāt sit right with me to leave you behind in that abandoned building. As your friend, I just couldnāt do that.ā
– Friendā¦!
Iām starting to get it now. Using a āgood friendā as the angle when dealing with Braun seems to get the calmest reaction from him.
āWell, itās not entirely a lie.ā
Anyway, I recalled the conversation I had with Lee Jaheon as I received Braun.
– Thank you.
Iād said it while bowing my head.
– And Iām sorry. I did something deserving of disciplinary action and caused trouble for you as well, Squad Leader.
Honestly, in a normal company, Iād have been smacked over the head with a stack of files for this.
But even after hearing the full story, the lizard squad leader remained composed.
– Yes.
– ā¦I just couldnāt, for no reason, push a peer into a position where he was obviously going to dieā¦
– I see.
He stared at me for a moment and then spoke.
– Take responsibility for your choice.
– ā¦Yes!
It was a little intimidating, but it seemed like he let it slide.
āThank goodness.ā
After a few more rounds of apologies and thanks, I handed over a gift box of snacks Iād prepared. Now, I was heading down the stairs of the residential building.
– So, are we heading back to your humble and cozy room for some rest, Mr. Roe Deer?
āNo, not yet.ā
I exited the building.
āThereās one more thing to take care of.ā
Today was the day to draw the tarot cards for The Dilemma, the F-ranked Darkness I was managing.
It had been two months since my last visit to the annex to check the cards. Someone else had covered for me during my sick leave, and the cycle had now come back around.
āHello.ā
I greeted the black silhouette of the security team member at the desk, received the key, and made my way down the hall.
āLast time, I drew the Moon card in reverse.ā
– Ah, are you planning to use that trick again? Picking up the card upside down, I mean!
Hmm. That one.
āIāll use it if I have to, but Iād rather not.ā
– Oh?
Something about it⦠bothers me.
āWhen I drew the Moon card in reverse, it supposedly meant the resolution of uncertainty.ā
– Indeed. Whatās the issue with that?
The card itself wasnāt the problem. Over that month, several things indeed became clearer or were resolved.
For instance⦠my assignment.
āI was confirmed to remain in D-Squad.ā
ā¦After we lost two members, that is.
āā¦ā¦ā
But hereās the thing about that.
āResolving uncertainty requires first experiencing an uncertain situation.ā
In other words, drawing a bad card in reverse implies thatā¦
āI would still have to experience the negative state first.ā
To recover from or escape that situation, Iād have to go through it at least once.
– Aha, an interesting perspective! Quite persuasive, too!
Exactly.
And even if things eventually recover, in the world of ghost stories, the act of falling into a ābad stateā carries enormous risks.
I couldnāt afford to forget the contamination incident.
āItās safer to draw something good and upright, if possible.ā
So, please, letās not have a scenario where both cards are bad, leaving me no choice.
āHuu.ā
I entered the containment room and unlocked The Dilemmaās isolation. Taking out two black tarot cards, I placed them face-down on the table.
Taking a deep breath, I flipped them over.
The first card:
The Devil.
Shit.
āThat damned Devil card keeps showing up.ā
The only surprising part was that this time, it was already reversed.
– Ah, the Devil in reverse!
– āBreaking free from the Devil.ā A card of liberation. It signifies overcoming addiction or obsession, or making future decisions to conquer fears. It suits someone with your willpower and creativity, Mr. Roe Deer.
I appreciated the explanation, but my attention quickly moved to the second card.
ā¦The Sun!
The red and yellow sun burned brightly, illuminating the tarot card with vibrant colors.
This isā¦
āIsnāt this undeniably good?!ā
– Oh, the Sun!
– Under the clear light of the Sun, one enjoys joy and blessings in abundance! It signifies career success, strengthened relationships, and unparalleled positivity. It guarantees happiness in the near future.
– Some even consider it the best card in the tarot deck, but⦠isnāt unconditional success and happiness a bit boring?
Iām sorry, but I could really use that kind of āboringā right now, Mr. Hostā¦!
āThis is an easy choice.ā
I reached out and picked up the Sun card.
With that, I secured a positive future, stable and upright.
– A somewhat dull choice, but I respect it, Mr. Roe Deer!
āThanks.ā
With that, I concluded the ritual.
āSuccess and joy, huh.ā
Thereās no downside to that.
At the very least, I could take comfort in the prediction that something good would happen within the month.
āTime to head back to the dorm.ā
– Sounds good, Friend!
And so, I headed home late at night, ending a long and eventful day. Unfortunately, I couldnāt take the elevator and had to climb the stairs.
āTrudging up the fire escape at night is scarier than youād think, even without creepypastasā¦ā
It felt a bit unfair.
Still, this truly was the last major event of what had been a tumultuous year.
Surprisingly, the remaining days of the year passed peacefully.
Throughout December, not much happened.
Kwak Jaekang didnāt call for me unnecessarily after the incident, nor did any strange research projects get assigned to me.
āLooks like my [MZ efficiency] tactic workedā¦ā
I was worried the Research Team might try to involve Jang Heo-un again, but that didnāt happen either.
It seemed heād settled into F-Squad without issue following the year-end personnel announcements.
āThatās good news.ā
Even though he was in the same squad as Baek Saheon⦠well, based on what I saw at Sekwang Technical High School, it didnāt seem like they were recklessly using Jang Heo-un as bait.
Otherwise, things were ordinary.
āI diligently entered ghost stories.ā
There werenāt any assignments involving high-level ghost stories rated C or above.
As a result, the only āhorrorsā I experienced were internal screams, fear, and an increasing record of childrenās cartoons I watched to combat my insomnia.
CHELY_
The Sun card I know also means the secret is revealed. Haha
I hope the author-nim doesn’t make up such a funny story.